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2006-09-19T19:39:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG HAS MOVED!! RELINK - crystaljoys-.blogspot.com. ((x

2006-04-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

came to blog after a super long time. opps. hahas. stopped at the broadrick match. yupx. after tat, we played against temasek. we lost to them but we defeated naval base sec. and made itt to the 2nd round. (= we defeated bedok view 29-27 to qualify fer quarter-finals. YEAH!!! here was where we played against greenview and lost to them by 1! ONE POINT! sadx. we only managed to play fer 3rd or 4th placing against woodlands ring where we lost to them too. sad. we only managed to get 4th!!! but glad. it is the ferst time in smb sec history that our netball team has come this far. (= fer our great achievement, mr tamil our coach cum big daddy, has booked a chalet fer us!! yeah! we did it girls. yupx. love our b' division. e are close and we feel bonded. love them all.

Mid-yr coming lerhh.. sians. now must chiong. wanna prove my mummy wrong!! hehes. show her that netball isn't de cause of my results to fall. yupxx. wanna show her that!! jia you to everone wors. good luck fer ur mid yr exams!! stopping here. nitEx. every one. *missing h[i]m*

2006-04-06T19:21:00.000+08:00

finally free to blogg again. hahas. this week has been a super busy week fer miie. everydae of de week have to stayy back. either fer trainin or match or even lesson. dots. we won our match against broadrick. yeah!! de score was 33 to 13. we gt 2 more matches to go!! cos de temasek match was postponed due to de heavy rain. sianx. maybe god noes tat one of our player is sick could not make it and one is injuried. maybe it's time fer them to recover before de match. it is goin to be a super tough match i guess. cos our score and their score both vs broadrick are very close. we must jia you! promise to do my best too!! (=

on mon morning, we played soccer during pe. mixed teams. it was fun. hahas. i scored a goal. maybe it was tyco but i did score. lol. very stunned myself too. hahas. happy. it was fun. de boys were pretty rough. could not stand some of them but overall it was great!! yupx.

mon vs temasek and tues vs naval base! we must jia you worx! smb netball rox! jiayou!!

2006-04-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

i'm back. hahas. been pretty busy lately. but pretty happy too!!! hahas. we won both our netball matches so far!! yeah!! we defeated guangyang sec on wed at their sch and fuchun sec on thurs in our sch!! so happy!! the score fer de ferst match was 18 to 11. while de match against fuchun is 40 to 8. yeah! the week before onn fri we defeated admiralty sec 43 to 4. smb netball girlls rox! great job girlls!! love them all. it was our 'c' division's ferst match against queenstown on thurs. it was not a job welll done! but they did well! congrats girlls!! you can do it! so can we! hahas. my 2nd family.!! we all belong to one.

but i injured my leg during the fuchun match. it's a sprain on my bone. it's swollen. and painful.. till now. cant take it. nvm. i must hang on!! cos mon gt trainin. tues and wed gt tournament in our sch. against temasek and broadrick sec in our sch. our last match is against naval base sec held in their school.. we can do it!! jia you to us! netball girlls of smb sec!! ((=

2006-03-27T19:30:00.000+08:00

it's been a pretty long time since i last blog. hahas. came to post something new. if not, it'll be pretty boring. opps* yupx. Tmr is a big dae. it is our 2nd annual student council investiture. wow! cant wait fer it. it is also when i hand my post over to my junior. yupx. cant wait fer de exciting event. after tat, i still have training. omg! i don feel like going. i've to go as he is short of players. which totally sucks. hope i can come up with an excuse to skip it tmr. lol. i'm so horrible. yeah* =x

we had a frenly match against admiralty sec on fri and we defeated them. so happy.!! yupx. the score was 43 to 4. can u believe it? i did not believe it either. but it's a fact!! hope they can do well in de upcoming 2nd tear tournament. is this how u spell it? i dono. lol. yupx. they must jio you worx! both B and C division. (= gd luck to them!! netball rox! we can do it de!! yeah!!

shld be it.. signing off!!yeah! i'm dead tired. =)

2006-03-13T15:39:00.000+08:00

camp ended yesterdae.. wad a disastrous dae it was.. de way de camp ended.. no one expected it.. it was fun yet boring at times.. all we had thru out was training after training.. but on de second nite, we were invited to watch de NCC variety nite.. it was fun and interesting.. we all had loads of fun laughing at their comedy acts and de wonderful show put up by their very own cadets.. yeah.. but sth very sad and disappointing happened on de third dae before we break camp.. we could have left at 11++am bt was dragged till 1++pm.. tired nia.. don feel like saying wad happened.. i don think it's rite to post in online either.. x))

i was sad tat i had a camp on my b'dae.. sad to de max.. disappointed lei.. nvm.. de dae before was fun and great..!! had fun with my sis.. we went to causeway to shop fer each other's b'dae presents and went to take neos too!!! it was fun and great!! yeah!! love my sis loads.. we get to spend our b'daes together every year.. it's just a dae difference.. ((= holidaes are here.. stuck at home toda doin hmwk.. next 3 daes there are lessons.. and on fri we have our 4E1 class OUTING!!! yeah!! cant wait fer it!! up to here!! blog more tmr!! hahaS.. cyas!!

2006-03-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i last blogg.. opps!! too busy i guess.. hahas.. busy with homework and common test.. sometimes even lazy to blogg.. lol..

so many things took place lately.. hahas.. ferst we had our common test den we had our x country den now nth.. lol.. gt next week gt netball camp.. *tired* training training training.. lol.. bo bianx.. must go.. some more it's a special dae fer miiEE!!! X country was a happy dae fer our class!! we came in 3rd.. hahas.. who would ever guess we would come in 3rd? 3rd in B division lei... not bad le!! hehex.. cos we all did our part!! yeah!! 4e1 roxs!! hehes.. tat was a happy dae fer us.. it was rite after our common test too.. hiash.. common test did not do well.. sho sad.. where gt ppl take 4 pprs in 1 dae de?? can kill ppl lei.. write and think until brain dead le.. hiashs.. den de results so sad de.. hurts.. but nvm!! i will jia you!! work hard fer my other tests!! ((=

think shld be itt le.. type more next time.. nitEx ppl !!

2006-02-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

I'm so hurt.. dono wad to do next?!? is everything my fault? why make it sound as if i'm at fault.. say wadever you wan to lerhh.. i don care much.. so hurting to know of such things.. hiashs.. not only that haunts miie.. many other things too.. just don wan to spell itt out..

so many things have happened and i've yet to blog.. hahas.. i'm slow.. but nvm.. rather keep them to myself.. hahas.. share the happy moments and throw the sad ones away.. lol.. training just ended andi'm dead tired.. still got loads of homework to do.. omg!! o level is so stressful.. dots.. how am i to cope? everyday got homework.. still need to study.. worse of all, next week is common test!! COMMON TEST!! Danger! lol.. can go crazyy studying.. dono how ppl cope.. maybe i'm to lazy.. lol.. just fall sick to easily.. lol.. faints.. my leg muscle pull!! *sobs* so painfull.. can hardly walk properly.. the pain ish there even when i walk.. hiashs..

Nvm!! i will jia you!! i must jia you!! hahas.. Jia you to miie!! and to all my frens taking their common tests this week and next week!! jia you wors.!! ((= up to here bahs.. go watch campus superstar and do homework.. lol.. cyas! x)

2006-02-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

Herre i am again.. blogging.. i must be really bad at this.. hahas.. so long den com and blog once.. dorts.. but at least i did.. haha... Netball north zone tournament finally over lerhh.. although we did nort make it to the second round, but we did well.. ((= yeah!! we defeated northbrooks sec and marsiling sec.. not bad eh?!? lol.. we could not possibly defeat sports school and riverside.. they were way too strong.. but at least we did our best.. ((=

okays.. here's sth fer miie to pounder on.. did i change or did she change or did we change?!? god!! i really dono.. but i am nort de only one feeling this way too.. my other frens find and feel the same we too.. well i dono... are we being cruel? god!! help miie!! can anyone help mie? give miie a suggestion? how shld we be able to trust one another again? hurt by wad she said.. gosh!! wad in the fcuking hell is going wrong here? dono how to spend my valentine day with this feelin haunting miie.. nort oni miie but my closest fren too.. we are just lost.. we don feel like being around them.. have to control wad we sae and be mindful to wad we sae.. cant be as sarcastic as before.. i dono.. just don wish to go on like that. it sucks alort.. should we or should we nort be that close?!? maybe i'll take one step back.. don wan to be hurt by those words that came out of your mouth.. i did nort sae those words.. and you accused miie of saying so.. dono which of ur ear heard miie.. but i was at my last match de day before and how could i have possibly said those things?!? sucks to the freaking core!!! HATE IT LOTS!!!!!

2006-01-29T22:43:00.000+08:00

came to blogg again.. hahas.. it's chi new yr!!! yeah!! collected lots of ang baos but yet to count them.. hahas.. cos i've yet to be home.. at my grandma's hse.. cos my mom and bro mararthon mahjongg.. lol.. funny ppl.. opps! hahas.. aniways, it was fun.. collecting ang baos.. going to collect more ang baos tmr.. den going to watch movie with my family.. hahas.. yeah!! den tues going out with qi, yi and most prob rahs.. den go take neos.. i'm surprised that qi asked miie go take neos lei.. omg!! sth might have strucked her head.. hahas.. opps!! don tell her i said that.. lol.. cant wait fer tues to come..

i am confused.. is this called love? or puppy love? i dono.. don wanna think abt it.. cos it sucks thinkin back abt de past.. but u'm having a weird feelin now.. don ask miie wad is that feeling cos i myself dono.. maybe it's best not to think abt it.. cos den it'll not hurt so much.. it's new yr so who cares much abt all this?!? hahas.. yeah!! must do my best fer my o's!! hahas..

Happy Chi New Year to one and all!! may all ur dreams come true!! all de best in everything you do!! love you peeps loads!!

2006-01-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

Came to blogg.. After such a long long tyme.. yeah.. did not really have de tyme to do so.. been pretty busy with training and competitions and all.. we won against northbrooks but lost to riverside and sports school.. maybe it's true that sports school shld not be playing in our zone.. they are just way too strong and if they are not, they wont be called sports school. hahax.. but don like de empires.. they sucks man.. so bias.. cant stand it.. tooopid empire.. curse ur school ar!! don think i dono which sh coach you are!!! hate you to de freakin core.. she stepped on de line still let them play on.. nvr call a foul until we all make noise.. BIAS B*tcH!!! hate ur fcuking face.. de players also so rough.. use their ass to to block ppl.. next time i whack ur ass ar!!~~ hahax.. i'm so bad.. lolx.. don care dem!!~ who ask de bitchified empire so fcuking bias.. fcuk off!! hate ur fcuking face and everything abt you!! aniway.. i'm off!! go watch tv.. hehes.. ai de zhang men ren!! off to watch!!`

2006-01-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

Back like from after soooo long of not blogging.. hahas.. todae did not go fer the temasek poly.. was quite sad.. instead, went fer our north zone netball tournament.. and we won our ferst game!! yeah!! ShoOoOoO happie!!!~ hahas..

been pretty busy de past week.. catching up with school work after de sec 1 orientation camp.. missed out on quite alot.. but managed too.. have yet to complete any.. hahas.. have to chiong now.. *tired* but was really happie that we won..

Chi new year coming.. bt cant really enjoy.. have shoo many test coming up.. i'm going bonkers.. this coming week have 5 tests to take!!! can you believe it?!? 5 lei.. cant cope man.. Stressed!!

2006-01-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

New year.. have yet to blog.. now come blog le.. just before i go off fer de sec 1 camp tml.. yeah!!` planned and run by my frens and miie.. hopefully it'll be a friutful and memorable one.. lol.. so sians.. got loads of homework not done yet.. now gotta chiong.. if not die ar.. so sianx.. den still need to pack camp things.. i'm so slow.. haha.. cant blame lo.. i go buy prizes den still need to wrap.. not so easy de lei.. i 9++ den reach home.. den come home eat and now chiong homework.. still got homework haven't do yet ar. sianx.. don care.. not bringing tml either.. only de more impt ones.. hahas.. i'm bad.. lol.. bt will finish it by tonite.. if not i sure die one.. sians..

really lookin forward to de camp.. but got some faces i don like to see.. sianx.. don even wish they were going fer de camp.. not committed at all lo.. you don deserve de privillage.. get it?!? knock some sense into ur head pls.. i think you'll need them urgently.. haha.. =x i'm horrible.. lol.. anyway, off to do eng homework pack my bag and SLEEP.. most impt of all.. cos fer camp cant really sleep lo.. yeah!!` jia you to miie!! kambateh!!

2005-12-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!` It's New Year's eve!!!.. sho damn bored.. nothing to do.. darn brother went to work when he is supposed to being miie to de count down.. he suxs man.. liar.. anyway, later i'll be going to causeway to watch Narnia.. yeah!! hehes.. den can get to go to de count down there.. although it'll be a bit boring.. bo bian.. stupid bro left miie at home.. wanna go to HARBORFRONT de!!!! gt de sky symphony fireworks.. sobs.. cant get a chance tosee it.. all b'cos of my bro.. sads..
i'm dead man.. sch's going to reopen and i've yet to complete my homework.. homework sucks.. i hate doin dem.. anyway, i think it'll be done before sch reopens.. cos tml and mon i'm going to chiong my homework.. lol.. like a mad woman.. bo bian.. all half way thru lerhh.. sho shoild be easy fer miie.. hahax.. laziness is de cause of this.. haha.. cos all i think abt was playing and goin out.. and most impt!! SLEEPING.. hahas.. i cant sleep sho much next year.. sobs.. sad lei.. got o' levels.. sians..
nvm abt it.. gonna chiong fer tt too.. it's damn de impt.. lol.. yeah!!` kambateh to miie.. myself and i!!! XD and yar!! my new year resolution!! wad ish yours?!? ever thought abt it?!? well, mine ish to be happie!! yeah.. that's wad i wan.. i wanna walk out of de dark and sad past of mine.. start life anew and chiong fer o's and after tat, i can party like mad!!` cant wait fer it to end.. a year will be passin us soon.. very very soon.. wanna wish all of you a very HappY NeW YeaR!!!! 2006 ish on it's wae!!~~ take care everyone.. stayy happie always.. god bless ya!!` love myy frens and all de things we've done together.. hope next year will be filled with more joy and excitment fer us all!!` heex!! sec1 camp coming too.. hope it goes all well as planned.. cant wait fer it.. cos we'll be running de camp!! it's our plan and it's our rule!! buais! tc!! love ya loads!!

2005-12-26T13:35:00.000+08:00

herre i am blogging again.. sho bored.. nothing to do.. this christmas ish de most boring one ever.. nvr been this bored fer christmas.. find miie something to do.. i cant go out.. cant get out of this house of mine.. its driving miie insane.. bored to death.. with my mother at home.. cant do a thing.. cant even go out with my frens.. it's sho nonsensical.. makes no sense to miie.. but my bro can go out all he wants.. and when he has no money, he'll just take it from my mother.. and out of the house he goes.. this sucks man.. she ish sho biased.. cant take it.. wished i was out of this darn house of mine.. makes miie sickk.. it sucks!!`

she ish sho jealous.. nvr seen someone like her ever.. cant ppl buy miie expensive things? sho wad if she does not buy them fer miie?!? there are others who are willing to buy it fer miie.. she can even sae that i wont spend such money on a bag.. shyt it! only show favouritism.. hate it!! sho biased.. it's sho unfair.. hate it!!` life ish sho fucked up.. dorts.. show miie fucking attitude and i'll show you de same too.. hate everything herre.. wan something new.. sho unfair and selfish.. don like it.. cant go out with myy frens too.. where in de world gt such things de!?? ARGH!!! hate this fucked up life of mine.. find miie sth to do before i burst up into pieces.. not knowing wad i'll do nesxt!!` hate it!!

anyway, my chrostmas presents were great.. love them.. especially de bag my aunt and uncle bought fer miie.. my mom gave miie a creative zen mp3.. my da yi gave miie a cute marshmallow cushion.. hahas.. nice gifts eh?!? of all, i love de Bilabong bag my aunt and uncle gave miie.. they knew i've been wanting it fer sho long.. bt nvr did i expect them to buy it fer miie!! thank you loads..! love you ppl.. thanks fer showering miie with love and care.. everyday live with my sis who threatens to sae things which hurt miie.. dorts..

now my mom wont help miie.. sae miie still.. you guys sucks!!` i hate you peeps.. get de hell out of my life.. it's sho fucked up!!` damn fuck lors.. ya larhh!! we dont care.. like you do.. you and my sis are de same.. shyt you!~ hate you guys!!` dont look like a family to miie at all.. hate you ppl..

2005-12-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

I'm sho sad.. i just cut myy hair.. sho short.. sadded.. look like donno wad lehs.. sobs* neber mind.. must learn from others.. tell myself that myy hair will grow back again.. very fast de!! kambateh!!~.. don fang qi.. lol.. lame..but cant stand it.. sho sad.. mummy~!!.. stoopid hair stylist.. cut myy hair sho short.. cant take it lerhh.. sobs sobs..

but den neber mind de.. cos todae super de happie.. hahas.. saw him lerhh.. hehex.. happie like mad lehs.. how nerh?!? den erm erm.. lol.. dono how to sae lehs.. but whenever walk pass him, den he will erm erm.. hahas.. den will sae hi lo.. hehes... happie lehs.. happie till feng diao.. hahas.. hope can see him everydayy lehs.. pray hard can lors.. todae cos he gt trainin.. hees.. happie little miie.. hope something will happen between us bahs.. hope to err... cannot sae.. don tell anyone!!`.. hahas.. ask miie lors.. see if i wanna tell you a not.. if not.. sho sad fer you.. cos i don wanna tell you.. hahas.. ;)

super happie.. hehes.. but confused at de same time.. how lehs.. dono wad to sae lerhh.. sads.. neber mind.. i don think of all this now lerhh bahss.. let fate decide.. hehes.. off i go.. wanna go shower den do hmwk with rahx... cos todae she come myy hse stay over.. den very happie.. todae ish double happiness.. hahas.. lame.. but ish really to miie.. happie till mad lerhh.. hahas.. off i goo.. blog next time i'm free and feel like bloggin.. hahas.. buais.. enjoy ur x'mas and new year den a new year will come and we all have to chiong fer exams again.. kambateh!!~ X)

2005-12-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

Back too blog again.. after some time.. lol.. busy with school things.. sadded*.. almost everydae mus go back.. damn bored lehs.. hate de feelin of goin back to school.. sians.. dono if tml still needa go back to school.. anyway, miie jus came from miie family chalet at changi.. it was fun.. we went to de beach and all.. had loads of fun with my family.. we are one big family which share joy all de way.. we are closer den ever.. x)

still got loads of homework to do.. sadded.. haven even finish yet lehs.. dorts.. cant believe i'm still sho slow.. lol.. busy playing.. lol.. i'm super happie.. hehes.. cos of some reasons.. i could not sleep de whole of last nite.. lol.. ask miie if ya wanna noe.. xD only nana and rahx noe abt it.. hehes.. this feelin ish driving miie nuts. lol.. cant wait to ermx.. dono lehs.. i'm pretty confused too.. but anyway, i still super happie cos of it.. kept thinkin abt it the whole nite.. lol.. i'm super mad.. cant wait fer next year.. hahas!!! yeah!!

think shld be enuff lerhh.. lol.. off i go..!!! cyas!! (:

2005-11-27T21:04:00.000+08:00

I really dono lerhh.. my frens all know how am i feeling.. but i dono wad to do to help myself from feeling this way.. so depressed.. sadness is only one word that can describe wad i am feelin now.. all i wanna do ish to be happy again.. bt no matter wad i do, i jus cant be it.. mayb it was wrong at ferst.. bt i did not regret.. my frens all have bf and some are even in de process of patching.. haha.. is that wad you call it? i guess so.. dorts.. i feel so weird callin it that.. haha..

bt i'm different.. i don have one.. and dono if it's frens' pressure that make miie feel left out.. but i don believe tat without one, i'll be lonely.. haha.. i still have my family.. and one crazy sister who ish always there fer miie.. although we do quarral.. lol.. but she nvr fails to cheer miie up.. don need to feel left out!! cos the lil girll knows that she is a strong girll and deep down, she will find the courage to overcome her difficulties.. she definitely will!!! cos she believes in herself and will nvr try to give up half way!! she wants to let them know that she ish strong..

she believes in herself and nvr gives up hope.. she know that there are many ppl out there who cares fer her sho she will not disappoint them.. (= jia you to herself!!`

2005-11-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

congrats to my mEi.. hahas.. she got back her PSLE results and she is super happie with it.. she scored 241.. high lehs.. good for her.. now she is really confused in choosing her school.. she is neither here nor there.. lols.. hard to find a school that is in the way for her..

blogg untill here. till next time.. hahas.. cyas!!~

2005-11-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

It's beens so long since i last blogged.. lol.. months seemed to have passed.. dorts.. lazy to blog.. and nothing much to say yeah? haha.. rather keep them to myslef or pen them down in a book rather den saying it here.. now holidays lerhh.. so damn boring at home.. but must go school.. got netball and endless meetings.. feel like killing people during those meetings too sometimes.. don wanna mention names.. haha.. even gort ppl so dumb msg miie at 1.36am in the morning tell miie to prepare for a meeting which will be taking place in two days.. stupid guy!!! haha.. irritating miie..

anyways, dunch care him.. haha.. life has been bumpy lately.. with sho many ups and dows in life.. donch noe how to face them and over come the so i rather not think about them so that i'll not be sad anymore.. maybe it's de best thing to do rite now.. it makes miie feel sho much better... talking to ppl not remembering them.. but those precious memories will always be kept close to my heart de.. nvm if they will hurt miie a nort.. i just wanna be miie!!

went to siloso with my class and had a bbq too.. it was fun and exciting.. we all enjoyed ourselves.. sho fun.. can be as mad as we ever wanna be.. get to noe the others better too.. it was sho much fun that i'll nvr forget these two dates.. we all really enjoyed ourselves.. playing in de waters and having fun.. bbqing and eating and getting together.. talking.. taking fotos.. it was all sho much of fun.. we all enjoyed ourselves!! yeah!! (:

slhd be all..update when ready.. lol.. tc everyone!! barhbyies!! love ya!!

2005-10-08T20:31:00.000+08:00

it's been a month since i last blogged. lol. pretty busying mapling i guess. hahas. now is the exams period. stress.. can pull my own hair out.. and unwanted things have been happenin. i donno how to cope with it. i cant believe it either. hiashs. my life is so miserable. help miie. i really do not noe wad to do lerhh.. really wished all this did not happen. hiashs. cant accept the facts. and with one after another. how can i cope? i cant believe that it happened to my gan kor. really miss him. hopefully my kor ish fine. sad*

praying for him each dae. don wan anything more to happen to him lerhh. kor, hopefully you're fine. i cant believe it either. really wann someone to enlighten miie with the truth. tell miie that this ish not true. help miie. cant take it lerhh.. breaking down. don noe how long more i can last with all this shocking and sad news just poppin up like this. kor, i'll be praying for you everyday. you'll be fine de!!

2005-09-08T18:27:00.000+08:00

hiashs.. it's been a bumpy road for miie since things have happened too sudden for miie.. i nvr felt like this before.. my frens were all my pillar of strength.. they have helped miie thru.. i apreciated their help.. maybe or maybe not will i ever be able to be my usual self again... pray hard i will.. i nvr wanna disappoint them.. this is too hurting for miie.. nvr felt like this ever..

she loved him so dear that she would nvr wanna let him go.. but with no choice left, she had to.. it was his decision to do so.. all she wanted was for him to be happy.. seeing him happy would make her happy.. although she knows it would hurt her too. but those hurts will nvr be able to be covered up.. cos she knows that the only person who would be able to cover them up will only be the person who has hurted her so deep.. leaving behind scars that she knows will nvr leave her.. these scars are way too deep for her to heal them.. it will make her bleed everytime she tries to heal them.. leaving them alone will only make her run away from reality.. help her free herself from this painful agony.. all she wants is for the best for him.. tell him that no matter wad happens, she'll always support his every decision.. and if ever he needs someone to talk too.. approach her for she will always be ready to lend him a listening ear.. a shoulder to lean on.. the story which went thru many ups and downs and it has finally come to an end.. an ending which she nvr wanted.. it has hurted her so dear that she nvr know when she will ever be her usual self again.. the one everyone hopes to see.. the blur and lame girl who has added any sparks in her life.. now this little girl is lost.. lost in a world where she does not know where is she herself.. all she can do is to take a step at a time.. in de day, she fills her mind with many things to keep him out of her sight but at night, she cries for him.. these tears were nvr heard and nvr will be.. her frens weren't told abt them for she nvr wants them to worry for her.. tears that she shed for him will always be shed until the very day when she has learnt to let him go.. for he will be a happier person without her in his life for she knows she'll nvr be able to do so.. running away hurts her more for she rather do so.. so that she'll be peeping on him to see if he is happy.. his happiness will forever be her happiness.. nvr let this little girl know the truth for she fears of more truths that will continue to hurt deeply.. her heart is broken and is shattered into thousand many pieces.. when the time has come and it is back to normal, it will be the day when she has learnt to accept the facts and let him go.. for now, all she can do is to shed tears every night for him.. tears that was shed will always be shed.. nvr wanna feel this hurt again.. love is wad hurts miie de most..

rmb that : "there are many out there who loves you.. but there is only one who really knows how to treasure you.."-reena

2005-08-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

herre i cum again to blog.. haven't blog for a super long tym.. hehex.. busy with school work and maple.. hahaas.. i'm confuse.. hehes.. dono wad to do.. it's too confusing.. i just dono wad to do next.. hiashs..

anyway, todae was our councilor investiture.. woohoo!! it was great.. everything went smoothly.. yupx.. it was something different.. we had a candle lighting session.. it was something very meaningful which we did.. it was different from other investitures.. after had a lunch reception.. and there was cake cutting too.. and it was cut by our first ever ex co.. yupx yupx.. den went to study den left for home.. and here i am.. bloggin.. hahaas..

i'm really confuse too.. maybe wad yulong said is true bahs.. hopefully everything will change with time.. i dono.. i really don have de ans to these qns.. sighs* i wished i have them so i wouldn't be the feeling the way i am.. trying to study as hard as i can so as not to make myself think of de things i will shed tears over.. maybe it'll heal as time goes by.. take a step at a time and maybe MAYBE i'll make it thru.. hopefuuly with everything goin well.. don wan to go on like this anymore.. i'll go by with anything that is best for everyone.. as long as it makes you happy, i wouldn't mind at all... sadx*

2005-07-31T17:26:00.000+08:00

here to blog again.. coss i'm bored.. actually not really.. hahas.. digging out time to blog.. coss it's pretty long since i've blogged do frequently.. now trying to blog.. but during the weekdays, it's pretty hard.. been super busy lately.. with school work, national day performance.. etc etc.. so many things to do.. and homework is like pilling up everydae.. hahas.. cant blame others too.. i, myself am too lazy to do it.. hahas.. so much lehs.. see oso don feel like doing.. just wished there was another miie den can do homework for miie.. tons of it.. or maybe a robot who be great.. lol.. den all myy assignments, it can do it for miie.. den it can also be my councillor.. hahas.. cool eh? got someone to talk too when you're super down.. and donno who to share it with.. hiashs.. wished i had the ans.. is this the real miie? i don think so. i'm just pretending to be someone i used to be.. it's very tiring to do so.. it painful too.. help miie find back myy true self.. the real miie? where has it gone too? i cant find it wither.. i need help desperately.. but who is willing to listen to miie? maybe my close frens will.. they always will..

okies.. let's talk abt todae.. in de morning went to watch movie.. hahas.. weird eh? wtching movie in de morning.. but it was nice.. and funny.. we watched fantastic four.. hahas.. den last nite went to watch the island.. lol.. too free.. that explains why i cant finish my homework.. lol.. yeah.. i'm super lazy.. hahass..

okies.. think i stop here. go back to play myy maple..hehes.. ((=

2005-07-30T11:34:00.000+08:00

it's been so long since i blogged.. lol.. pretty busy lately.. sianx.. got lorts of homework and other things to do.. at the same time so many things are happening.. i donno wad is going on.. i need a direction.. need someone to show miie de way.. why is this maze so complicated? i just can't find myy way out.. lite myy darkest moment with a glow.. den i might be able to find myy way out.. i'm sad.. haishs..

things doesn't seem to be going the wayy i oways wanted itt too.. it has taken a twist and i'm lost.. did i make a wrong move? wad i said was wrong.. but i did not meant wad i said.. i was stressed up.. and still am.. the investiture thingy is just taking up most of myy time... i jus can't come up with a perfect plan.. help miie.. everything just sux.. after writing that 3 movement plans, it doesn't work out.. just help miie.. so many things are happenin.. i don't noe how to sae it.. perhaps my closest frens noe abt it.. but i guess they can hardly help miie too.. all they can do is to give miie advice.. i want ans to the many qns that fill myy mind.. i don't wanna have sleepless nites again.. that one thing that fills myy mind now is something which is very impt to miie.. but i'm not sure if anyone noes abt it.. tell miie now and tell miie true if we are meant to be? saddedd*

haishs.. really hope to get out of this long and confusing maze.. which has drained out most of myy energy and concentration.. losing all of these.. losing myself.. can hardly control myy self.. it is being taken over by someone else but miie.. i can't control myy self anymore.. my emotions has taken over miie.. i need to overcome them. but how? jus tell miie how pls anyone.. haishs.. sadd miie.. leave miie alone.. i wanna be alone.. so tat i can cry out all myy sorrows.. perhaps i'll feel better..

2005-06-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

i'm back.. hahax.. back from no where.. practically bored now.. bored at this hour? hahax.. okie larx.. just tokin to nanax on de fone and peiyi aka ghost on msn.. hahax.. we are horrible girllss.. opps.. ghost and miie.. lol.. opps.. it's our secret yeah? lol..

i'm happy todae too.. coss we haf been together for 6 months le.. widd all de ups and downs we haf gone thru.. i lurve euu!! ((= we spent almost de whole dae together.. yupx.. super happie.. aii nii! missing euu lortx too.. hao xiang nii worx.. must rest well too worx.. u not feeling well.. don ton le.. wait euu tml look like panda.. xiao cong become panda.. heex.. (= miss ya..

super boring dae!!!

2005-06-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

Omg!! such a dam boring dae.. sianx.. stranded at home.. widd myy mom and sister.. my mom is so irritating!! help miie! cant buy wadever i wan.. sianx.. must do hmwk le.. so many manx.. but i have yet to start.. hahax.. okiex.. gotta go and do.. before i'll meet myy doom.. lol.. hahax.. ~.~

new hair cut..

2005-06-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

we were supposed to go to rthe birdpark todae but it was too late so we went to town.. now my legs are all aching.. hahax.. i'm tired.. sianx.. went to sakae for lunch den when we left, we saw kit chan entering it.. hahax.. bt no one went up to her.. weird eh?? lol.. den we went to shop den whole dae.. after resting at mc cafe, i went to cut my hair.. hahax.. something different.. my hairstylist said she wanted to change it so i'll look different.. bt it's still nice.. love it! hopefully it's nice.. hahax.. yeah!! tt's it.. for todae.. tml going to ngee ann city for de 93.3 thingy.. hahax.. can see energy!! yeah!! wanna see them.. sobs.. spiltting le.. hiaz..

missing euu lortx.. dying to see euu.. hiaz.. aii nii!! ("v") euu lortx!! ((=

it was fun!!

2005-06-09T17:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae was fun.. hahaz.. woke up early and went to school thinking that we haf to help our teacher in school but he wanted us to play games.. hahax.. that was helping him.. lol. he was fun though.. 6 of us were playing.. ash, peiyi, atiqah, natasha, sarah and miie... we played till 11++am.. hahax.. den we went to walk at sun plaza.. went to peiyi's hse.. waited for qi before we went to play bball.. yupx..

we went to 357 to play den gt this guy who wanted to challenge us.. hahax.. den when we were abt to win, he said restart.. 0:0.. a bit du lan bt nvm.. restart lo.. den he lost to us.. 11:0.. hahax. den he not happy bahx.. find another partner den we play again.. de score was the same.. hahax.. den he sae play 3 vs 3.. den they lost to us again.. hahax.. 7:0.. den we played second set.. bt still den same.. den we stop playing le.. follow sarah go buy solid fuel.. when she asked the driver, he said that the bus does not go to that place.. den rah not happy.. we went to 588 to play bball again... hahax.. den we play till ^+pm den we went home.. super de tired.. but was very fun.. hehex.. we enjoyed ourselves.. yeah!!! ((=

mada-who-what?!?

2005-06-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired! out de whole dae.. came back home only at 7++pm.. morning went for de Beyond Six Hours thingy.. i was up so early for it.. up before my usual holiday time.. hahax.. i was so freaked out!! standing in front of so many ppl.. nvr done tt before.. god.. i stumbled over de word "curriculum".. hahax.. went too fast.. god.. but thank god it went well.. yeah! it was super smooth.. loved it! ((= there was this lady tt came up to miie and justin and said "you have done a good job." wow! cool eh? hahax.. i ain't bosing.. hahax.. we even took fotos wit myy mentor, siti!! wow! nice pics.. waiting for de pics to be sent to miie.. i wan them... they were nice!

after tat, i went to causeway to watch Madagasca.. wit myy mom, sis and cousin.. after tat we took neos.. lorts of neos.. hahax.. not really.. i took cards.. one wit my mum and another wit my mum and sis.. nie pic.. love it too.. hahax.. i'm loving everything! yeah!

2005-06-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

it's supposedly late now.. hahax.. coss myy mum is asleep and i'm blogging in her room.. lolx.. wad a boring dae todae.. de weather played a trick on miie.. we were supposed to go to de zoo but when we wanted to go, there was thunder den we cancelled de trip.. hiaz.. bt in de end, it did not rain.. Sianx.. den we came back home and watched vcds until i fell asleep.. hahaz.. pro eh? lol..

ydt went to NYC for de emcee training.. they changed de script not tt much jus tt alort more thingss were added in.. i was like eating up my words.. hahax.. coss i went really fast.. and i stumbled over it when de sentence was too long... mondae is de dry run.. when is de wet run? hahax.. actuall thing is on a tuesdae, 7 of june.. my leggs are jelly.. lol.. i'm falling sick too.. hope i don.. den anthony will haf to take over.. hahax.. after all de training, it was 6++pm.. hahax.. den i met my brother,sister and his gf ferst den went to centrepoint and waited ofr myy mom.. she was late as usual.. lol.. ((= like miie* opps* we went for dinner den walked for awhile.. i bought clothes.. n went back home.. tired* yupx..

thurs was netball camp..it was fun.. bt i did not camp in.. i went home coss i had de emcee thingy de next dae.. (= loved de bbq and some parts.. bt some parts were lousy.. really wasn't planned well.. hiaz.. hated it.. bt overall it was okie.. ((= had fun..

long enuff ritex? hahax.. blogg for 3 daes one short.. hahax.. so smart of miie.. -.- hahax.. nitEx now.. off to bEd.. cant see ur bEd calling for eu? yupX.. nitEx everyonE.. *missing him lortx* lovE*

2005-06-01T12:22:00.000+08:00

back!!!`
hahax.. fianlly came back to blog le.. after such a long tym.. been erally busy lately.. so cant really blog... ((= but i am back now blogging... (=

de leadership camp jus ended a few daes ago.. and it was pretty fun.. love it.. missing it too.. bt am gald tt i'm back here.. hate de environment.. hahax.. not de ferst day's bt de second and third day's.. we were at St John Island.. our so called "Cuba" island.. de camp at "cuba" island was run like de survivor game.. and my group Adnan won tribal council!! hahaz.. thanks to de three group tat voted for us.. ((= bt i really love my group.. after de ferst dae, everyone managed to open up and contribute more to de team.. ((= an unforgetable camp.. i love my leader, Fardy too.. she was an amzing person.. someone who nvr fails to give us support and motivate us.. at ferst we had 2 leaders bt Aidil was transfered to group 7 for some reasons.. bt both of them were de best!! rock on guys!!

tml going for netball camp.. sianx.. been really tired after all these camps.. so bo bian.. hiaz.. hope it'll faster end.. den i'll not be tt busy.. after de 8 of june, i'll be free.. hehex.. can do holiday assignment lo.. ((= ending here.. tired to write more.. ((= missin him deeply.. Wo aii nii!! (=

a sadd dae..

2005-05-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

todae is Geena's birthdae!! HappiE birthdaE girll.. hiaz.. bt it didn't go as wad birthdaes usually shld be.. i feel sad for her.. don dwell over it le.. gt presents horx? coss i, peiyi and sarah specially delivered it to u ritex?!? hehex.. njoy urself todae to de fullest!! ((=

gotten back myy results and they all sux.. hiaz.. i did so badly.. although i did not fail any but it's totally wad i hate.. hiaz.. cannot!! i cant drop anymore.. if not i'm gone case.. hiaz.. nvr knew tat my results were so poor.. i've let myy mom down.. dui bu qi* i promise i'll work harder next term.. donno how to tel u abt it.. bt i haf no choice.. sorrie..

hiaz.. i'm disappointed bt i'll work harder next term!! think i'll stop here.. Jia you to miie! i'll work hard de!! (=

...bored...

2005-05-17T11:04:00.000+08:00

i'm back to post.. hehex.. long tym mvr post le.. finally exams are over.. hehex.. results are scary... tml nid to go back to school.. omg* reading a new book lately.. it's interesting.. hahax.. tiger club! trust miie.. lol.. read it and u'll noe.. yupx.. all de best to everyone for ur results.. ((=

ytd.. todae.. tml.. hahax..

2005-04-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

ytd we had de green olympiad in our school where many pri sch pupils came to my school for it... it was pretty fun in de beginning.. bt it was a little chaotic later.. bt it went all smoothly.. woohoo!! well done to my fellow councillors!!! we all rox!! bt it rain... that was went it got chaotic.. when de pupils were to go back home.. bt we did it.. yupx..

today got back myy english test which we did so long ago and i scored 21 out of 30.. hahaxx.. i top my class together widd ash and fara.. yupx.. bt it was not tat good.. cos if it was basd on o level marking, it would have been slightly lower.. sobx* but at least i defeated justin.. hahax.. finally.. once in a life tym thing.. i thought that hewould top de class..but he lost to miie by a mark.. anyway, i'm all so stressed up studying for de exams.. tat is wad i hate de most!! EXAMX!!!! god save miie... my brain is cramp wit all sorts of notes and tml is sports dae.. den on sat, we have chemistry and a maths remidial.. i'm goanna faint..

i'm missing him lortx.. wished everything was going my way.. wanna se him soon... really hope too.. and i wished for it to happen... bt i'm not sure when.. wanna sae sorry to you coss i've been busy lately.. very sorry.. nvr really pei you.. promise it'll change... i lurve you lortx!!
i'm loving you every min and every sec of everyday.. Wo aii nii!!

happy miie

2005-04-18T18:38:00.000+08:00

i'm glad that i went to school todae.. hehex.. my frenx were all with miie.. they were so concern abt miie.. ((= glad that i have them.. i'm blessed that they are there for miie.. ((= i think i'm goanna be my old self.. lol.. joking around with my frens, laughing and makin noise in class.. hahax..

got back my physics test which i took last week.. i scored 22.5 out of 25.. yeah!! hahax.. lost 0.5 marks coss i did not change de stupid ans which was in fraction to decimal.. den de stupid teacher deduct my half mark.. stupid woman!!! sianx.. but practically, i was super noisy during physics.. hahax.. i kept shouting to my teacher from de back of the lab to de front.. lol.. i was listenin to de mp3 and she did not sae a thing.. she could even see de ear phones.. lol.. she did not sae a thing.. hehex..

mei, this is a msg for u.. u must jia you worx.. all de best for ur heats tml.. run ur best!! don hurt urself further le.. jia you! i'll be here to help u thru.. u can always seek help from miie when u nid help.. coss u helped miie alort.. thanks a million.. u helped miie alort although we once did not tok to each other for awhile.. ((= frenx!

returning to my old self..

2005-04-17T17:15:00.001+08:00

miie... returning to my old self? really hope so.. bt think it'll take another dae or two.. really wanna be my normal self again.. missed mie being my old self.. when i would laugh and joke around wit my frenx.. i can go crazy.. but now i cant.. maybe abit.. but not as much as before.. i.m thru crying at nite and having a sleepless nite.. hopefully everything would change. change for de better and everythig would start a fresh..

i'm glad i had frenx.. they helped miie thru.. with their encouragement and advices.. i love them all.. thankx a million.. especially my closest fren.. she helped miie alort.. thanks gerl.. although she asked miie not to sae it again if not she beat my sister.. hahax.. promised i'll be wad i used to be.. nvr wanna lose my close frenx.. they encouraged miie and helped miie thru.. they heard miie cry.. they are my bestest frenx.. i love them.. i'll be strong! Jia you for miie!! i'll be myself again in no tym!! i promise..

hopefully, our story will be able to have a different ending.. nvr wan it to end de same way again.. nvr willl i wan it too.. an ending that will differ from others.. and a starting wit many alort of wonderful memories.. love you forever!!!

Jia you to miie!! i wanna be my old self again.. ((=

miie..

2005-04-17T17:15:00.000+08:00

sad miie.. help miie..

2005-04-16T11:02:00.000+08:00

i have nvr been so down before.. hate this feeling.. hiaz.. why miie? did it all really had to happen? i really loved him bt i nvr thot this dae would come.. i have nvr cried so much before.. de whole nite.. i could not even sleep.. thot that if i was able to sleep, i would be able to forget abt it for a nite.. but i just couldn't.. every time i closed my eyes, he would appear in front of miie.. how am i able to let it go so easily?! i don think so.. really wanna be my happy self again.. i wanna go back to my old self.. bt how can i ever do that?

hopefully i'll be able too.. too many sleepless nite is not wad i wan.. i don wan my eyes to be swollen.. it's really not wad i wan to do.. hoped wadever decision we make we'll both be happy.. nvr wanna be in this state again.. hiaz.. don think i'll ever recover so fast.. let time heal miie.. i really tresured all de times we had.. they were beautiful memories tat i'll nvr forget and will always be kept close to my heart.. coss u're someone i really nvr wanna lose.. hoped u'll be happy in wadever u do or decide.. i nvr regretted being wid u and nvr will.. i'll nvr forget u and de wonderful memories we had*

let time heal.. i believe in faith.. hope we may be together again.. ))=

confused

2005-04-08T13:32:00.000+08:00

nvr felt like this before.. i dono wad to sae or do.. i'm lost.. totally lost.. hiaz.. nvr thot it'll be tt tough.. will things ever change? hope it would.. it would change for de better.. don wanna think wad will happen tml.. let's jus take a step at a tym.. let fate decide de outcome... i can't change or control it.. *sobs*

nvr felt like this before..
wished there was something i could do..
de fear of losing u is really scary..
nvr wan to lose you..
nvr will i wan too..
save miie before i drown too deep..
and everything ard will not turn out de way i wan too..
tym!
hope tym will heal and change everything..

leaving with a big hole within miie.. wit many question marks filling my mind.. wanna earse them all..

2005-04-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

herre i cum to blog.. hahax.. everytym ase de same thing huh?!? lol.. ever felt bored of hearing it?!? sianx.. coss i gt nth to sae.. hahax.. cant think of anything new.. gt any new ideas? lol.. share wid miie.. heex.. okiex enuff of crapx.. get on wid my bloggy.. hahaz..

actually todae quite bored.. hahax.. it's like every other dae jus tt geena came to my hse to do homework.. and i'm "so" guai.. i did my work.. hahax.. bt i did do some.. jus lazy to do a few.. de fiercer teachers de better do.. if not go copy.. lol.. photocopying machine lehx.. hahax.. very productive worx.. hahax.. bhb* lol.. sianx.. tml getting ss test results.. sure die de la.. i nvr finish writin de weighing paragraph.. where can like tt!!!! not enuff tym.. hiaz.. hope everything goes well lehx.. must pass!! if not sure die de.. mus get ready to buy a coffin le.. anyone kind enuff to sponsor miie?!? i'm broke.. lol..

think tt shld be it for todae.. hahax.. blog another tym.. ((= nitEx.. walkin upon dreamss tt fill my world widd colours..

todae*

2005-03-31T20:17:00.000+08:00

herre i cum.. hahax.. long tym nvr blog le.. so todae jus cum and blog lorx.. lol.. todae ish a special dae bt not for miie.. hahax.. its mui kor's birthdae! Happie birthdaE koR!! todae quite boring.. hahax.. after school went straight home..lol.. coss nth to do.. den 6plus go causeway go collect mui kor's birthdae cake.. and now i'm home.. it's so boring!! okiex.. todae is such a boring dae.. enuff of todae.. tml is speech dae.. there is no school for most ppl except those involve in it.. bt i oni nid to be in school by 2pm.. cool eh?!? hahax.. till i dono wad tym.. we were not told wad tym it would end.. so its okie.. ((=

however, i was dam disappointed and sad ytd.. all b'cos of de stupid social studies test!! i did not have enuff tym to write de last paragrah for de second qn.. de stupid weighing paragrah.. sianx.. marks gone le.. it flew away!!! hate it!! wanted to score better den ca bt doubt so le.. bt if i do, it'll be a miricle.. hahaz.. pray hard i do..

i miss eu!!! i've been missin eu!! dying to see eu.. bt i donno when i'll be able too... haiz.. wished eu were here wid miie.. really want to see eu!! be wid eu every second and every min of everydae.. i lurfe eu lotx!

nitEx everyone*

boring!

2005-03-24T17:25:00.001+08:00

its's thurs.. hahax.. tml is good fridae.. yeah! holidae.. finally a break from school.. although its short, bt its still better.. hahax.. there isa "breathing space".. lol.. todae quite boring.. nth to do.. later gt tuition.. den not sure if goin a not.. hahax.. coss my mother goin to play mahjong at her fren's hse.. den we maybe* goin along.. hahax.. i think we confirm going le!! yeah!! so happy.. hahax... blog tml le!! byeX.. ((=

boring!

2005-03-24T17:25:00.000+08:00

[new hir style + new hp]

2005-03-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. so happy!! hahax.. although i blog it abit late.. lol.. lazy to blog.. sat i went to cut my hair and bought a new hp.. hahax.. happy.. waited so long for dam bloody new fone! hahax.. aniway, i finally gt wad i wanted and i am happy.. and i oso went to cut my hair.. surprisiing thingg was tt my mum allowed mii to cut my hair! haha.. initially she did not allow.. i oso donno why.. bt on sat she did.. hahax.. she even asked mii if i wanted to cut my hair.. lol..

todae went back to school.. so dam sianx.. hiax.. very tired.. change in time table den they start from todae.. den my class not a single soul noes abt it.. so its okie.. hahax.. den now lit is a combination of 3 classes.. lol.. so fun.. less competition.. lol.. bt not so easy lehx lit.. sianx.. better den poa i think.. i rather do lit den poa.. ppl may sae its easy bt to mii. i don think so.. hahax.. who cares!! i am a lit pupil! lol.. and i "chased" michel away.. poor him.. lol.. i ask him to change his place.. so that i can sit wit geena.. woohoo! if not i'll be sitting wit him if it wasn't a combine class thingy.. and he is dam good in lit. hahax.. okie la.. alort of things can learn from him cause his eng dam good.. den in front of mii now is kee tee and noppol.. hahax.. these two ar.. okie la.. both oso very de "qian da".. lol.. den after school gt speech dae rehearsal den gt training.. so tired lehx.. one after another.. todae i can actually don go for training de.. go there and sit down.. practically nvr do anything.. hahax.. fun.. den when they break tym, i go shoot wit shi hua.. den waited for some of my frenx after training coss they still having parade.. den all bei ma.. coss not well done i guess.. coss really very de messy..hahax.. den went home.. now i'm home..still at de computer.. gtg soon.. go do stupid homework.. sianx* dam many lorx.. very lazy to do lehx! hiaz.. bo bian gt to do..

gtg!! hahax.. enjoY readin this dam long thing.. hahax.. nitex.. bt still early.. lol.. ((=

back fr0m bintan

2005-03-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

sorrie long tym nvr blog le.. stupid internet spoilt.. lol.. hAHAX..

i' back from bintan.. hahax.. i am burnt.. from top to toe.. totally burnt.. suffering from pain.. lol.. bt lucky not as bad as my cousinz.. hahax.. they are really burnt.. hahax.. it was really fun.. hahax.. enjoyed myself so much.. hahax.. next tym show u de pics.. hahax.. now dam tired.. off to bed.. to tok on de fone* buaix..
*nitex*
*falling deep into dreamx thinking of eu*

i hatee uu!!!!

2005-02-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

sianx.. jus came back from school.. had to stay back after lessons coss stupid form teacher wanted to see our class.. den we stay till 3.10pm.. sianx... listen to her tok crap.. nonsense woman.. idiot.. think ppl so free.. stay back listen to her crap.. sianx.. after her stupid so called refelection lesson, went to eat widd yingqi and peiyi.. den saw mrs loy and miss ng.. went to tok them for awhile den mrs loy ask mii to help her buy drink.. sianx.. had to walk there den did not have wad she wanted den walk bac tell her den walk back again to buy coke light for her.. hahax. den adter tat went back to where qi and pei yi were sitting.. they were playing wid my hp de "love hearts" game.. can hear qi scolding chee bye.. hahax.. coss de heart broke.. lol.. den i left them.. they went to play bball.. and i came home.. hahax.. did not go for training.. did not want them to see mii playin bball and trainin wid them.. sianx..

i hate uu!! stupid woman!!! always diao mii.. twice le horx.. u idiot b*tch... f*ck off la..! sianx lehx... very du lan u ar.. i ans correct den she ans wrong den will diao mii.. where gt such logic?!? think u so clever den ans correctly la.. diao diao diao.. oni noe how to act.. go change ur stupid attitude la.. think ppl like u izzit?!? go ask around la.. see how many ppl like u.. think so highly of urself.. siaox.. like to act so much go mediacop la.. see if they short of ppl.. i think they would hire u la.. coss ur attitude suxs ro de core and i don think anyone there has de same character as u.. think u so chio.. stead widd some one younger den u.. think he like u mehx?!? go ask ur frenx la.. u this kind of person gt ppl like is already a fortune for u nia.. de guy u like oso don like u.. siaox.. go tell ppl saying tt he gt feelings for u.. bhb sia.. act here act there.. go toliet act le.. no one wanna see ur b*tchy face lorx.. get lost ar! stupid girll.. sianx.. spoil my mood oni.. hate having tt lesson lorx.. always see ur face and ur stuck up attitiude will oni spoil my mood.. u jealous den sae la.. heard tt too.. jealous for wad?!? go study la.. b*tch! next in express oso no use.. o levels den see la.. i not scared of u lorx... so act!! cant stand it... sianx.. really hate u!! wanna be like others.. slang this slang tat.. sianx.. donno why still gt u this kind of ppl sehx.. one in a milion can find ppl like u.. jus my luck to noe u! hate u!! ireally hate u to de core.. hope one day something real bad will happen to u to wake u up nia.. hiaz..

sianx.. my mood really spoilt le.. i cant stand u.. donno wad to say le! sianx.. signing off.. off to my books.. gt common tests coming up and lots of homework.. miss vani think very little lehx.. bt bo bian.. must do.. hiaz.. off i goo.. buaiX*

=saW a busH firE!!!!.. on de waE home=

2005-02-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

todae was a really fun dae.. woke up ard 12pm.. lol.. slept late so bo bian.. hahaz.. after tat, mui mum had to attend her big boss funeral service... so she left... tat guy ish a really nice guy... although i only met him once.. and tat was last dec o4.. he said i looked like mui mom and i should look after her.. its true.. i only have her left and i'll look after her... i did not expect him to leave this beautiful world so early... why do all de good depart from here to the other world so early?!? cant they stay here to enjoy life a little longer?!? God! i don noe why either.. really wished i did.. hiaz... Rest in peace sir! i respect u for who u r.. u are a great guy!

after mui mom left for de service, mui sister and mii went cycling widd mui xiao yi, uncle, grandma,gu gu and mui cousins.. we went to pasir ris park... at ferst, half of it was under construction, so we tried coasta sands area and it was open! so happy... hahax.. did not have to go to marine parade.. so far some more so long from there... we pitch a tent near de sea den went to rent our bicycles den went to cycle to de other end.. cool man... but mui cousin fell coss of one stupid guy.. had to cycle in her way.. bt one wonder ful thing was tat went she was abt to fall, she jump off her bike.. hahax.. cool stunt! lol.. shld have saw tt.. was really funny.. hahaz... den we cycle back to escape area and futher down where mui gu gu and grandma was den we lay down on de mat and enjoyed de breeze.. it was fun.. bt the wind was super de strong.. everything could fly.. and mui baby cousin opened de umbrealla and spoilt it.. hahaz.. it even flew away.. den i asked her to chase it.. and she did.. lol.. den mui cousin helped her closed it.. we laid there for half an hr?! shld be den decided to buy something to snack.. we cycled back to escape/wild wild wet.. went to buger king and mac.. bought food and drinks.. den went back ate den went ro de sea to play.. it was dam fun.. hahaz.. we drew our anmes on de sand and took pic of it.. have mui name in mui hp!! hahaz.. nice* den went to meet mui mom and bro den went to loyang point for dinner..

after dinner, we were on our way back when at tampines, we saw a huge bush fire! it was so big! the smoke was orange and gray.. de smell was also ver strong.. bt we did not really went to take a look.. jus saw it from far!! and it was like nearing 9pm le.. and it was still burning... its so big.. wonder how de fire fighters are goin to put it out.. its really very hot.. tats why there is a huge bush fire... god! help! hope tat there will not be another bush fire.. it is killin nature.. help nature.. help us! pray hard tat there will not be another huge bush fire le.. and tat the sun will not be tat hot and glaring!!

now i am waitin for mui mentor to come online.. where is she?!? hope she can come online soon.. hahaz.. kkiex.. signin off le!! nyteX evEryonE!!past mid nite lo.. g0 sleEp! hahaz..

2005-02-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

raH.. mii.. CheRx.. sEc 2'o4 frenX..

siCk

2005-02-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

i am sick!!!! sianx... sick!! stupid cough... did not get any better bt got worse.. sianx.. i can hardly eat.. everytime i eat something, i'll jus cough them all out.. as in vomit it out... *yucKs* last nite was worse.. i was so hungry bt could not eat nor drink.. even de milo i drank, i threw it up.. sianx.. todae is slightly better.. coss my mom asked mii to eat in stages.. hahax.. weird eh?!? eatin in stages.. bt its true.. i could only eat a small portion at a time.. and have to wait a few hours later to eat some more.. and i can only eat porridge.. sianx.. hate it.. i wont be eating for de next few daes coss i'll definitely faint.. hahax.. phobia to it.. lol..
because of this, i have to stay at home todae..sianx.. did not go to school.. and i have missed this whole week's a maths lesson.. die.. now i donno how to do de qns.. hahax.. mon have to seek help le.. if not confirm cannot understand.. and i'll be so far behind my class.. worse of all.. common test is coming... its on de way!! hahaz.. on de 3 and 4 of march.. *strEssEd* bt luckily there is no common test for lit.. hahax.. bt there will be a class test.. donno on wad either.. hope it is on unseen.. den its easier.. if not, i don really understand de story an enemy of the ppl.. stupid book so many underlying meaning.. so hard nia.. bt my lit cher sae it helps in eng.. hope so.. hahax.. don find it useful to eng.. maybe not tt much.. coss i donno how to relate it to eng.. lol.. okiex.. enuff for now.. although i have not blog for a long tym.. hahax.. i wanna go rest lo.. cant stand de cough!!!
and ya.. sarah jus came!! hahaz.. she broke someone's heart.. such a bad gerl.. hahax.. opps!! not suppose to sae who he is.. lol..
*buaiX* off to mui bed.. lol.. (=

2005-02-18T14:21:00.000+08:00

seC 2e2'o4 r0xs!! from lEfT mii..jocElyN yaNg.. saRaH..cHeriE..

2005-02-18T14:19:00.000+08:00

wE arE dE cl0sEst!! n0 onE caN sEpEratE uS!!! yEaH!!! t0p:

2005-02-18T14:18:00.000+08:00

mui bEst frEnx.. fr0m leFt:mii..peiyi.. aishini.. takEn aftEr dE rivEr challengE.. hahax.. at hErEeN..

~sad~

2005-02-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

sianx.. todae really suxs big tym.. now i'm dam sad.. donno wad to do.. help!! feeling suffocated.. hiaz.. donno how to put it.. bt i wanna sincerely sae SORRY to u.. very sorry.. hope u wont be angry anymore.. donno wad else to sae or do le.. hope things wont go wrong.. nvr wanna see the unexpected happening.. hiaz.. i am really confused!! need a breathing hole!! oxygen tank?!? anything will do..

although it was fun goin out visiting frens' and collecting red packets bt this thing really hurt mii.. don wanna sae it out.. hiaz.. so hurting.. don wan this to happen again.. its so painful.. feels like a knirf pericing thru my heart.. hiaz!! very very sorry.. donno wad else to sae le.. sigh.. jus feel so bad.. its my fault again?!? can someone pls tel mii if i am wrong?!? i nid clues.. i nid to change.. crying sliently.. i really donno wad to do le!!! *crying* Sorry! think i'll end here.. coss i really donno wad to do or sae anymore! hopfully u'll forgive mii~ sorry!
*crying sliently* :'(

woohoo!!!` heRee i cum... lol

2005-02-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

wow!!! its febuary already.. lol.. long tym nvr blog lo.. todae dam tired.. hahax.. after had a nacli meeting.. toopid meeting.. without amentor dam slack.. dam du lan leroy.. keep changin de subject.. he suxs lorx.. idiot assh*le!! kp so much.. den after de meetin ask him to lock de door den he pass de responsiblity to justin.. wadever for seh?!? he in-charge lehx.. den make ppl worry.. must call here call there look for ppl to help check whether de room is lock already.. lucky justin yeh haven go home outside playing bball.. den he help mii check.. when we call and ask him to go back and check he don wan.. den sae he'll take full responsibility.. this is called full responsiblity mehx?? is bear full consequence la.. toopid guy!! sianx.. forget abt him.. not my tai ji too.. lol.. after de whole meetin went to civic centre wot geena to collect her report den saw julia and raj together.. lol.. oso goin to sata.. den went to her hse bathe and all den went to meet him* at civic mac.. den act den geena and mii come to my hse den i change den we pia to orchard.. haha.. go buy my new year shoes.. den met peiyi den went to take neos den we come back home.. so nice.. haha.. surprisingly my mother allow mii to go out so late.. some more to orchard some more.. den she don believe i alone.. haha.. ask geena still don believe.. den come down wait for mii.. haha.. hide from mii.. hahax.. lame*.. i alone mahx.. don believe don believe la.. haha..in de end still prove her wrong.. woohoo!! lol.. =P so fun.. hahax.. tml goin swimmin wit geena den donno where she wanna go too.. lol.. oni she can tell mii.. hahax.. tml after swimmin den sae bahx.. donno whether my mom bringing mii too.. coss she goin to do her hair.. lol.. okiex.. its long enuff.. haha.. first for feb.. nice eh?!? so long.. hahax.. okiex.. gtg.. mom nagging.. wow!! lol.. nitEx*

such a long dae!!..

2005-01-25T17:04:00.000+08:00

it is really a long dae.. haha.. woke up early in de morning coss needed to mit mii bao bei at sembawang mrt to pass him sth.. hehex.. nth much la.. haha.. reached there ard 6.39am.. after pei him wait de train.. while waitin we were tokin.. hehex.. we waited for de third train to come den he left.. coss he needed to head back to school.. den i went down and out of de station to meet peiyi.. waited quite long for her.. coss i was early.. haha.. supposed to meet her at 7am.. so she ain't late.. i was dam early.. lol.. so happie.. wd a nice way to kick off mui dae.. by seeing him in de morning.. i'm so happy... think i was on clouds nine in de morning.. haha.. oni aishini and sarah noes abt it.. coss i was tokin abt it thru out.. lol.. den went for pe.. before playing bball we went for a run.. cant believe i actually ran five rounds without stopping.. *stunned* lol.. we played for de last 2omins.. quite crowded coss it was a mass pe.. taken by mdm cheah.. sianx.. den went back for lessons.. a maths oso quite hard.. bt easier to understand den e maths.. e maths mus really crack ur brain.. do till siaox.. lol.. den had recess.. den go back for physics.. worse lesson.. taught by mrs chew.. quite boring.. coss she tok very soft de.. like tokin to herself.. den had eng.. okie la.. nt tt bad.. den had assembly..so dam hot and sianx.. it sux mann.. after all the presentation, we had to sing de school song.. den upper sec had to stay back to return de school back de xtra tym we took to line up after recess.. had to stay there for 13mins.. weird tymin.. bt we still stayed.. and had to read.. worse.. den tt toopid form cher kept walking ard.. asking us to read.. kp kia.. hate her.. tok oni.. now oni jan lehx.. still gt so long.. mus face her.. don teach us ani lessons.. oni CLD.. lame lesson.. haha.. sianx.. now i'm home.. posting this!! haha.. think i'll stop here.. haha.. tired lo.. *yawNs*

2005-01-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

sisterx!! mui meix and mii.. taken at orchard after eating at coca!! look alike eh?!? haha..

woohoo back to sch tml..

2005-01-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

tml must head back to school after such a long break.. it was fun.. no more break until chinese new year... sianx.. todae mui bao bei came to mui hse!! hehex.. so happy.. really miss him.. finally get to see him le. (= can smile until mui jaws drop.. haha.. bt its true.. really wished tt de clock would stop ticking at tt moment... and did not had to go on.. sianx.. bt no one noes how to stop time from running.. if u noe can u show mii how?? i really wan to noe how.. hehex.. coss i wished i could spend every minute and every moment wit him.. diff school so hard to meet and and stuffss.. sianx.. bt i'm really happy todae... dam dam de happy!! *yippie* enuff abt todae.. tok abt tml.. sianx.. tml gt school lehx.. si bei sianx.. haven really finish mui homework.. haha.. tml go sch be photocopying machine lo.. lol.. haha... go copy.. haha.. nice lehx.. haha.. sianx.. think i stop here le.. nth else to add on!! And ya!! Smb netball rowkx!!! Jia You fot tml de competition!!~ We support u all de waY!! we rowk!!

2005-01-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

mei meix and mii.. taken at KL.. in a temple.. cute mei meii.. haha..

2005-01-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

mii and mui mother.. taken in our hotel in KL.. she ish mui pillar of strengt!! lurve her lotx..

boring dae

2005-01-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

wad a boring dae.. hiaz.. todae went to cut mui hair.. haha.. not much of a difference.. bt much neater.. haha.. after tt went to chong pang to walk.. den saw a skirt quite nice den both mui sis and mii bought de same skirt.. den went home... so sianx.. mui mother went fro a wedding dinner wit mui aunts and grandma.. den park mui cousin at hse.. so sianx.. i'm dam de bored lorx.. hiaz.. nvm abt todae.. not much happened.. haha.. let go back to x-cross country tt dae.. haha.. i did not run.. i was a tym keeper for de sec 2 boys.. it was fun.. bt a bit slow lehx.. de girls la.. haha.. when sarah came in, we have not even finish recording de top 20 girls for de sec 2s.. haha.. weird eh.. sarah is super de fast lorx.. haha.. she completed her race in 19 mins.. fast eh?!? haha.. after tt, we went to sun plaza to eat together wit peiyi, tony, vincent, jin jie, wei bin and zi yang.. den went to play bball.. we were like playing bball and soccer at de same tym.. haha.. tony and all were like playing soccer den peiyi, mii, wei bin and vincent were playing bball.. after tt we played match.. after a match went to tony's hse den rest for awhile den went to causeway point.. den saw jing lan and all.. they went to seoul garden.. haha.. bt we went de dae before.. haha.. ate there for 3hrs.. haha.. long lehx.. haha.. missing mui bao bei lotx.. haha.. like very long nvr see him le.. hiaz.. *sobs* missin u lotx!!

2005-01-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

Sembawang's Nacli grp... From left.. Geena.. Leroy..Jie ying.. Justin..Heng kai.. Anthony.. Syahid.. Our mentor Siti.. and mii.. (=

back from camp.. change in mood

2005-01-20T13:16:00.000+08:00

hiaz... came back from camp.. den went to causeway de seoul garden to eat wit geena and peiyi.. den he came to meet us.. after tt he was angry.. i oso donno why.. hiaz.. de camp was okie.. nt tt fun.. oni like de high elements part.. where we did rock climbing and all.. i did belaying.. it was fun.. love doin it.. bt muscle a little aching.. haha.. i even forgot to go for tuition.. haha.. forgetful mii.. and for tt i even gt scolding.. hiaz.. todae is so bad tt everything is hiaz.. change in mood.. it's spoilt.. i donno wad to do.. i feel so ... hiaz.. words cannot explain how i feel right now.. so dam sad lorx.. and even feel scared.. hiaz.. bao bei.. i'm sorry.. really sorry...... hiaz.. wad am i to do next?!? heartache! hiaz.. so sianx.. wished everything was fine.. nth was like now.. den i don have to feel so bad.. like now.. i really donno wad to sae.. hiaz... can i jus leae this behind?!? move ahead.. praying everything will not be de same again?!? nvr wan history to repeat itself.. so i don have to feel this way.. nvr will i wan too.. help mii!!!! i really love him de... (SORRY!!) Really sorry.. really very very sorry.. hiaz.. signing off le.. donno wad to sae le..

camp gettin ready!!..

2005-01-17T14:40:00.001+08:00

Hiaz.. Sianx.. getting ready for the stupid sec 3 camp.. going to miss mui bao bei!!!.. sianx.. tml ish mii and mui aiai de 1 month le.. but cannot bspend it wit him.. Sianx.. Jus now was watching soccer.. the tiger cup finals.. *SingaporE vS IndonEsia* *happie* Singapore won!! twice.. last week and this week.. the ferst leg and the second leg.. yeah!!! we won both.. so happy.. both lehx.. haha.. finally.. Singapore proved many ppl wrong.. haha.. tt 55 thousand ppl stormed to the national stadium todae.. yeah!! Victory for SingaPorE..Having mixed feelings.. hiaz.. stupid camp must clash wit my one month aniversary.. hiaz.. gtg le.. must go sleep le.. if not tml cannot wake up.. haha.. *lame*

camp gettin ready!!..

2005-01-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

Super de sianx!!!``

2005-01-16T12:18:00.000+08:00

i am so bored now.. nth to do.. toopid brother wanna fite mii over de computer.. so i think after this gonna let him use it.. went out de whole dae.. from 11.10am in de morning till 6.30pm.. okiex.. not really de whole dae.. haha.. bt was out.. went out wit my mother.. went to have lunch den went to shop.. from paragon to taka to junction 8 and den home.. haha... tml morning going to play badminton too.. in de morning at 11.30am.. after tt think nid to go meet justin and all for de project meeting... after tt going to meet my bao bei... heex.. missing him lortx... monday going for sec 3 adventure camp till wednesdae.. sure going to miss him de.. some more cannot bring hp go.. sianx.. wished we were in de same school.. bt hiaz.. we not in de same school.. nvm de.. if nvr kanna caught den i heng if not den i sway lo... three days lehx.. cannot tok to my aiai.. sianx.. some more mon is we one month together le.. so fast lehx.. sho happy... bt sho sad cant go out wit him... sianx.. wanna cry nia.. cant go out wit him on our one month ani... sianx... really lub him.. wanna be wit him forever de!!!! Wo ai ni!!... (= tt is monday.. haven com yet.. on de way.. haha.. back to now!! my toopid brother.. wanna watch tv cannot.. my mother wanna watch vcd den wanna use de computer oso cannot.. my brother wanna use.. he gt his own computer donno how to use.. must come and snatch from mii.. sianx.. hat it man.. betta let him use le.. wait he kp.. stoppin heree... be back for more.. haha.. =P

2005-01-15T20:33:00.000+08:00

Cousinz.. taken in bintan in june last yr..from lrft.. mii.. ting..min.. amanda..alicia.. at de back is mui uncle..

2005-01-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

Mui sister and mii.. taken in a food court in kl!! *sisterx*

Super de sianx!!!``

2005-01-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

Unforgetable dae!!..

2005-01-13T02:31:00.000+08:00

ytd was really an unforgetable dae for mii... i spent it wit mui bao bei.. hehex.. so long nia.. finally after such a long tym get to see.. really miss de holidays where we can go out together.. i donno how to sae it.. maybe words cant explain how i feel..lol.. maybe.. i'll definitely nvr forget it... spent de rest of de evening at geena's hse... wit her baby sister.. haha.. so nice.. den her mom came back.. wit geena's sister oso called reena.. haha.. cool eh?!? same name.. haha.. she was so attach to him.. haha.. cute nia.. de way she tok to him.. haha.. skool oso so dam stress... sianx.. hate mui lit grp.. not all bt diamanta oni.. she la.. nvr do anything.. noe leave mii and jie ying to do most of the job.. suckx man..think oni she don like mii.. she really change alot.. hiaz.. donno wad to sae abt her le.. always viknesh here and there... de whole skool noe abt it le la.. lame.. mux let de whole skool noe who she like.. cant believe it man.. den in class like to act.. sianx.. lucky we not tt close le.. if not i die nia.. cant stand her... stoppin here... hehex.. write more another tym..

Dam F*ck up!!!

2005-01-11T13:37:00.000+08:00

nvr been thru this before.. and it really suxs man.. break ish break le lorx.. where gt such thing de?!? na bei!! chee bye!! Fu*ck off lorx.. wad has happened is in de past!!! eho ask u don wanna treasure it.. now come and blame others.. nonsensical!!! no logic de lorz.. like everything ish mui fault.. anything lorx.. mui fault den mui fault la.. think i care so much?!? i don give a dam abt it le.. i now have wad i wan... don wanna ask for more.. coss i nvr wanna lose it... i love im for who he ish and everything abt him.. we have many things in common too.. we both love bball.. (= despite being in different school.. nth can bring us apart le.. so i don care abt anything else.. i really don!!!!!!!

goin to school soooooooooon

2005-01-03T04:44:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! school ish goin to open already.. tml.. so fast! 2 mths up le.. time for school and everything ish back to sqaure one.. school.. tuition.. cca.. camps.. many many more.. so sianx.. wished it was longer... haha... den can sleep later.. tok on de fone... wake up later... do things at mui own time.. no need to do homework... so sianx nia.. go school.. still gt a few more books not wrapped yet.. haha.. lazy mii.. later still goin out.. goin to northpoint.. need to buy things for school.. like my hse here no bookshop like tt.. must go all de way there... don feel like going there lehx... cos i very sianx.. feel like sleeping.. morning wake up so early go play badminton.. so sianx.. think i stop here... haha... donno wad to write le.. happy studying to all.. haha.. loves eu lots.. ((=

Wad a boring New Year!!!!

2005-01-02T10:35:00.000+08:00

hiaz so sianx... cant do wad i wanna do.. like a jailbird.. sianx... wad a boring way to start over de new year... my mother la.. hiaz.. didn't noe tt staying over at my fren's hse was like so hard.. if she allows mii to stay over at chalets den why not my fren's hse?!? cant get de ans out from her.. wished i could.. everytime i ask her why she would sae sth tt would like offend mii... ARGH!!!! i wanna go out.. so sianx.. school goin to reopen le.. yet cant go out or do things i wanna do.. cant wait for her to go off to shanghai again.. faster go!!!!!*praying hard* haha.. weird ritex? haha.. cant believe i'm hopin for this.. lol... donno wad to sae lehx... jus tt its de ferst time i am feeling so bored during new year... wad is so good abt playing mahjongg?!? last nite they played till 1am like tt.. den now oso playing... den play oso don let mii do wad i wanna do..selfish sia.. nvr seen such parents ard b4... oways i cant do things.. den like to scold mii fk u.. wished this yr would nt have to start off this year like tt!!! ))=

New yEaR c0minG le.. yuppie

2004-12-31T13:19:00.000+08:00

wow!! todae is de last dae of de year.. cant believe it... a year is gone and a new one is coming in 11++ more hrs.. haha... so many things happened this year.. cant believe it.. both good and bad.. bt they are now part of mui life.. wonderful memories of de year.. too many too sae i guess.. haha.. bt enjoying life now.. haha.. school is going to reopen soon too... so sianx... goanna miss mui bao bei.. diff school... hehex... most recently went for mui school band concert.. it was wonderful.. yupx... an unforgetable nite.. coss i stayed so late out wit him.. haha.. den after tt wanted to tgo ot othe reservouir bt didn't cos peiyi couldn't make it.. den went to buy food for mui sister den went home.. like tt one evening gone le.. mui aunt from canada ish going to return too.. goanna miss her lots.. coss i oni get to see her once every 2 to 3 years.. when they come down to s'pore... they even want mii to go up to study.. haha.. bt i turn it down.. coss i don wanna leave mui bao bao.. and mui precious frens like geena, peiyi, sarah, cherie, jocelyn y... and many more... bt those mentioned are closer to mii.. hehex.. hiaz.. school so sianx... go back see those i don feel like meeting.. sianx.. bt nvm i diff class from all.. haha.. at least wont nid to see them for so long.. *happie* lol.. this year tv nvr telecast de countdown too... coss of de tsunami thing.. hiaz.. sad for those ppl... bt why must be now? when everyone is lookin forward to the new year it had to happen... sadden lots of ppl's mood.. bt i've done a small part.. by donating mui unwanted clotes to them.. hehex.. i wished i could go up to any of those affected countries and help them.. seein it on tv really is hurtin.. to have to lose soooooooooooooooooo many ppl... is de world really comin to an end?!? who noes? i hpoed someone noes de ans at least there will be solutions to the problems..anyway, its suppose to be a happy occasion.. Happy new year in advance to everyone!!! See most of u in school on de 3 of jan 2005.. no more 2004 le todae is de last dae!! bye bye 2004 and hello to 2005!!! yeah... ((:

borEd

2004-12-30T05:47:00.000+08:00

its so boring... now oni 1.33pm.. haha... latta at nite den goin to mui school band concert... super long way till tat time... nth to do sehx.. stay at home.. den sick.. nvm abt todae... haha.. lets tok abt ytd... yeah.. quite a long dae... okie la.. nt tt long.. erm.. ytd morning suppose to meet mui grp for a meeting at sembawang mac bt i was late... haha.. needed to see a doctor... bo bian.. den late... den sit there.. so blurr.. don even noe wad they toking abt.. everything they se i jus sae "yes" or nod mui head.. bt in actual fact i donno wad was happening... haha.. den damien sae "done".. bt nth was done.. haha.. think he went back to do it himself bahx.. lol.. den went he sae we can go le i went to school to buy books.. wah.. den saw jie ying.. den after a while roanna came.. after buyin books jie ying and mii went to northpoint there de popular.. den we walk ard for quite some tym lehx.. haha.. i think is quite long.. nvr really kept track of time.. coss wad i had was tym.. lol.. on mui way to northpoint while walkin thru sun plaza saw mui aunt and 2 cousinx.. they were goin to their cousin'x hse.. understand?!? haha... nvm.. mui baby cousin so cute.. see jie ying den scared.. den after i walk, she ask mii to go back.. den i sae don wan she sae i notti.. haha.. lame.. ard 4++, i reached home.. den played mahj0ngg wit mui kor, his gf and his fren for a while den needed to change and go to the temple.. must go all de way to bugis seh.. so far.. *pengx* de prayers ended at 9.30pm.. den we went home... wanted to take a cab bt there wasn't any available.. so we had to take de mrt... so long... reach home ard 11+ dam hungry.. nvr eat anything de whole dae except sth light.. come home eat packet noodless.. tt kept mii full till this morning... haha.. later going out le.. so happy.. no nid to stay at home.. haha.. at least can go out at nite.. once in a blue blue moon nia.. mui mother allow mii to ogo out at nite.. bo bian... de thing is at nite de.. lol... lookin forward to it.. coss can go out!!... haha.. school goanna reopen soon too.. mui aunt, cousin and uncle goin to fly back to canada too.. really goin to mis them... few years once get to see them... miss mui cousin's nosiness.. he brings laughter to de family.. mui age bt younger den mii by a few mths.. mui long tym hard to see cousin.. hehex.. wonderful guy.. *miss ya lots*.. think i stop here.. haha.. so long le i write.. ferst tym.. haha.. ((:

25 to 27.12.o4.. hehex.. ((:

2004-12-28T09:12:00.000+08:00

on christmas, i went to mui grandma's hse.. it was really fun.. recieved gifts... (: bt was pretty boring cos de adults were playing mahjongg... on christmas?!?.. yeah.. they were.. weird eh?!? on sundae, went down town in search for presents for cherie and geena.. haha.. however, waited for peiyi for so long... haha.. or were we early?!? lol.. she finally turned up bt had to scare mii when she did.. instead of appearin in front of us, she apppeared behind us and den called out mui name.. lucky, i wasn't scared out of my wits.. haha.. we strolled de whole of orchard until when i reached home, i was so tired tt i fell asleep after hanging up de fone after tokin to peiyi.. haha.. today, i went out wit my gan jie jie[josephine].. hehex.. fianlly get to go out wit her.. lol.. she ar.. very chio de lehx.. ((: we ferst went to causeway to eat den we went to orchard to take neos.. haha.. go all de way to orchard jus to take neos.. weird lehx.. lol.. bt we did.. haha.. den after walking a while longer we went to home... haha.. tt was how de 3 days passed.. and worst of all i missed today's concillors' meeting.. cant believe it.. hiaz..

25 to 27.12.o4.. hehex.. ((:

2004-12-27T17:01:00.000+08:00

Wad a morning...

2004-12-24T03:51:00.000+08:00

I had to wake up so early todae!!! needed to go to school for de sec one registration.. it was so early tt i had to wake up at 6am!!! ARGH!!!! bt ushering de pupils and parents was fun.. it was super de fun.. and i gt to meet my long tym nvr see frenx.. haha.. like jocelyn y, cherie, amalina and many many more.. i thot it would end late bt instead, it ended at ard 1oam.. so early eh?!? hehex.. den i came back and went to play bball with my bro, cousin and my bro's frenx.. until when my mother came!!!!! wished she had gone to wotk.. den i could play for a while longer.. it's been a long tym since i last played bball.. it was like during the NACLI camp.. bt tt wasn't really a match it was merely shooting... finally gt my chance todae and my mother had to destroy it.. i don get it... it is alright for gerls to play bball.. there are sooooooooooo many gerls playing bball now.. its nth surprising at all.. NTH!!!! hiaz.. wad a boring morning i have.. still there is another half a dae to go... hope i can survive... haha.. and i don wan to go out wit my mother!!! :@

ytd was fun..[21.12.o4]

2004-12-23T08:54:00.000+08:00

ytd was an unforgetable day for mii.. coss i went out wit him and peiyi... so fun.. went to watch movie den we to pasir ris park.. it was something tt i would nvr forget... a wonderful memory for mii.. hehex.. ((: nvr really expected this... haha.. weird feeling.. something very very different.. hard to sae in words bt it was really something i wished for a long long tym.. (: i love him.. ((: really really do... don wanna lose u... an amazing feelin tt words cant explain... love you lots.. ytd will nvr be forgotten by mii... ((:

*[m.i.i.]*

super boring dae!!!

new hair cut..

it was fun!!

mada-who-what?!?

a sadd dae..

...bored...

ytd.. todae.. tml.. hahax..

happy miie

returning to my old self..

miie..

sad miie.. help miie..

confused

todae*

boring!

boring!

[new hir style + new hp]

back fr0m bintan

i hatee uu!!!!

=saW a busH firE!!!!.. on de waE home=

*siCk*

~sad~

woohoo!!!` heRee i cum... lol

such a long dae!!..

*woohoo* back to sch tml..

*boring dae*

*back from camp.. change in mood*

*camp* gettin ready!!..

*camp* gettin ready!!..

Super de sianx!!!``

Super de sianx!!!``

Unforgetable dae!!..

Dam F*ck up!!!

*goin to school soooooooooon*

Wad a boring New Year!!!!

New yEaR c0minG le.. yuppie

*borEd*

25 to 27.12.o4.. hehex.. ((:

25 to 27.12.o4.. hehex.. ((:

Wad a morning...

ytd was fun..[21.12.o4]

[m.i.i.]

siCk

woohoo back to sch tml..

boring dae

back from camp.. change in mood

camp gettin ready!!..

camp gettin ready!!..

goin to school soooooooooon

borEd